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My Son, Jay
Nov 20, 2002
My son Jay.
My son Jay died on September 1st, 2002 in an accident. He was 18 years old and my youngest of five children. I miss him terribly and grieve for him every minute of the day. I am still waiting for this to be a bad dream. He had so much going for him and was a talented kid. He was good at art, loved to hunt deer and fish and was very talented at sports.
I don't understand why God took him from me.
I still hope I hear the door open and he will walk in.
I have to visit the cemetery regulary to make myself understand this is all true. I visit the place where he died before and after work everyday.
There is such a huge void in our family without him.
My daughter no longer has her twin brother. My son has lost his only brother. I feel like I want to go lie right beside him where I will be one day.
I live for songs I listen to Precious Child alot. does anyone have any good songs for bereaved parents?
I still have bad visions of seeing him lie in the hospital that night so lifeless. Can anyone help. Will this torture ever go away?
Thanks for listening to my story.
Lynn
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