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It Feels Like Forever
Oct 31, 2002
MY BEAUTIFUL HEALTHY BABY BOY CHRISTOPHER JOSEPH BORN JUNE 2 , 2002 DIED OCTOBER 3 2002. WHAT A SMILE HE WAS SO ALERT SO STRONG. I WOKE UP OCTOBER 3, 2002 WITH HIM ON MY CHEST STILL WARM AND STILL SLEEPING AND HE HASN'T WOKEN UP YET. KNOW HE IS MY ANGEL. MY HEART BREAKS IN PIECES BECAUSE I FEEL SO GUILTY AND ANGRY. I FELT AS THOUGH I WAS BEING PUNISHED I FEEL LIKE THAT TIL THIS DAY IT FEELS LIKE FOREVER BUT IT HAS ONLY BEEN 31/2 WEEKS. IM SO HURT IVE NEVER EXPERIENCED SUCH PAIN.
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