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Life Seems Impossible
Oct 25, 2002
hi my name is sue, and i just lost my 15 month baby about 5 months
ago, there are days i don't want to go on living. i feel so guilty
inside for letting him die on me that i feel like i dont deserve
to live. i loved seth so much that everyday without him is like a
knife in my heart. as a mother i feel so ashamed that i could of
let him down. i dont even want to go out of the house because i
feel so ashamed. life without him seems so impossible to move on.
he was just a baby and i was supposed to protect him and i failed. i'm so depressed that i dont know how to move on and i dont want
to let him go. it seems so unfair to lose such a precious part of
your life. i blame myself alot for this and wish i would of paid
more attention to him the night before. i thought he had a small
cold and they said he died of pneumonia if only i knew how bad it
was i could of saved all my family this awful pain i put them through. i failed as a mother, and a protector and i cant see past this.
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