Dec 07, 2002
It is so easy to be angry.
We are mad for what has been taken away.
We want to assign blame.
We want the hurt to stop.
There are so many questions.
Life seems so very unfair.
What did I do to deserve this?
Why must I take this journey?
There are no easy answers.
We don't know why, we only know we are here.
We take a moment at a time and move through that.
It is as much as we can do.
I try not to feel the anger.
I know there is no one person I can blame.
I turn my pain over to God,
But sometimes I wonder if he is there?
I pray but still feel empty inside.
I listen for God to answer but I don't hear.
Just when I need to feel Him most,
I can't allow myself to trust in Him.
I pray for strength to see me through.
I ask for His healing presence.
May I be a support to others,
How can I, when I am having trouble finding Him?
Anger wastes energy better directed.
Time in prayer is better spent.
God is listening, He hears me.
He will bring healing to my broken heart.