When Does the Heart Begin to Heal?
Dec 06, 2002
When Does The Heart Begin To Heal?
When does the heart begin to heal?
How much time to stop the pain?
When will the wound festering in my heart
Close and not be so quick to reopen again?
I am buried in pain, I am in agony.
I never knew that one could hurt so bad.
I try to re-enter life only to be allowed a little way in.
The door is so hard to open.
My mind shuts down when there is more than I can bear.
My lack of dealing comes out in physical ways.
I am crumbling, like a cookie I can be crushed.
There is no one to pick up the crumbs.
My family doesn't understnd.
My pain is invisible to them.
They are moving on,
They have left me behind.
I only ask for validation of my feelings.
I cannot change how I feel.
I struggle to go through the motions.
I try to live through each day.
It's getting harder rather than easier.