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            	Bad Days Revisited
            
             
			
            Jan 14, 2003
            
            
  
			
	            Bad Days Revisited
 LindaC
 
 The bad days revisit me with intensity.
 My friends do not understand.
 I feel like I am at fault.
 How do I let go? Someone, please tell me how!
 
 I am beginning to feel that I am a failure.
 I am doing the best I know how.
 I can't find answers for dealing with my emotions,
 And the bad days keep coming back.
 
 Why does everyone dwell on my bad days?
 Why don't they see the good days I have?
 The bad days, while less, are much more intense.
 They knock me down, it is hard to get up again.
 
 The mask must go back on.
 It is time to play pretend.
 I am fine, yes, I am fine.
 My child is dead! What could be wrong? 
			
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