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Forever In My Presence
Aug 24, 2002
My wonderful son James is still forever in my presence.I have a large photo of him and sometimes I look at it and I am sure his smiling eyes are looking back with a message of 'IT WILL BE ALRIGHT MUM"in them.It has been 6 years since the loss of my precious baby,he was only 12 weeks old,just starting to smile,he was a bonny,healthy baby,just taken forever gone.I kept getting told by grief counsolers"it will get easier with time",well is 6 years time?I had my tubes clamped after his death,I was not aware that I could have monitors sent home with another baby,if I had of been advised then I would have another!The loss is as hard to cope with today as it was 6 years ago.nobody seems to understand how you can't just put it behind you and leave it behind you.They don't seem to understand that feeling of wanting to hold him again,give him all the LOVE you gave to them before.I think if I could have another chance to do this it would help the pain inside,although I think another baby would be extremely spoilt!
Trudy Jame's mother
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