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Feeling Cheated
Oct 26, 2002
On august 20 this year i forund out that i was pregnant. I was so excited as this was to be our first baby. We had only told family that we were pregnant and were going to wait unitl the 12 week mark before telling friends, however i didn't make it to the 12 weeks. I was 5 weeks when i discovered i was pregnant and only 6 weeks when i miscarried.I was so upset when at work oneday i found that i was bleeding. I went home cried and cried and cried.I ended up at the hospital later that night where it was confirmed that i had had a miscarriage.I cant begin to explain how i felt.I couldn't even look at anyone, i didn't want to talk about it, i just wanted to go home curl up in a ball and never face the world again.Through the support of my family and husband i have started to recover however i still have my days when i think why me. I feel so cheated.I just hope and pray that one day god will bless me with a child of my own that i will be able to keep.
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