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I Still Grieve
Oct 24, 2002
This is my first posting. My first anything really. I have miscarried twice. Once in 1996 and again in 2000. I have three beautiful, healthy children but I still grieve for the ones I lost. The m/c in 2000 almost cost me my life due to hemorraging and blood pressure lowering to 70/30. I passed out in the er and my husband and two children watched a team of 7 or 9 people bring me through. We have barely ever talked about it and I mostly bruch it off but it still hurts so deeply. I have had a baby since then, now 16 mos. old and I still remember how terrified I was the whole time I was pregnant. I got my tubes tied so that I wouldn't be tempted to try to have another child. My past record child/miscarriage/child/miscarriage/child/ ??? I couldn't go through a 3rd m/c fearing for my life and my baby's life. I don't have a question really I just needed to say this "out loud". Thanks for listening.
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