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My Baby Is Gone
Oct 21, 2002
I have been trying to get pregnant for about 10 yrs, been with my high school sweetheart for the last 6. We got married almost 2 yrs ago and finally got pregnant,in sept. after all this time. We found out we were expecting and a week later i found out through an ultrasound that there was no heartbeat. I am having a very hard time dealing with this. This was my first pregnancy and I do not understand "why?".Even though the dr.'s tell me it is because my hormone level was not high enough to keep my baby alive and healthy.This is pain that I do not wish on my worst enemy, my heart aches and I have trouble getting out of bed in the morning. When I do get up I am sad or angry. I do not wish to feel this way and I feel I need help. I am so frustrated and just feel like doing nothing at all but crying.My baby is gone and nothing can bring it back.
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