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I Feel So Guilty
Sep 16, 2002
Last March I was in my 5th month when I had a miscarriage. I have not dealt w/ this as of yet. He was born stillborn. His father did and still does blame me. The father beat me severely. Blaming me because I was stressed about the pregnancy. The pregnancy was unplanned and I already had 2 other children including a toddler w/ serious lung problems.It took all my emotional fortitude to get the father out of my life.My son was due on the 4th of July. Now I can't even look at a young baby & I keep having nightmares.I also feel alot of guilt.I am in therapy for other issues and we have begun to deal w/ the loss of my son.
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