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The Reality of Loss
Sep 12, 2002
Hello...On Tues. 9/10 I decided to go to the dr. becuase I wasn't feeling good. I found out during the ultrasound that I was having a miscarriage. This was just not expected. I was 13 weeks. I had been to the dr. since the very beginning and had an ultrasound at 6 weeks to confirm the due date. I am in very good health and had been feeling very good up until Tues. morning. The words that the dr. said to me and my husband just keep echoing in my head. I am so sad. I feel that I have lost a huge part of both of us. We wanted this baby so much. I just can't understand why. What do I do at this point? I feel like time is standing still but I still have decisions to make. Today I have to take another blood test to check the hormone levels. Tommorrow morning my dr. will let us know the best thing to do. As time passes I continue to bleed a little more each trip to the restroom. This wasn't supposed to happen. The reality of it all is just beginning to settle in. I just feel like crying all the time.
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